Ever had one of those days where there seems to be a million thoughts running every direction in your mind? That would be today for me.
I have myself convinced I'm going to be fine alone for the rest of my life. I believe it too, for the most part. Then my thoughts move on to my roommates. As I sit up in my room, alone, reminents of their mindless conversation walk up the stairwell into my empty room. It honestly amazes me at what nonsense comes out of their mouths. If I said some of the same things, I would feel absolutely stupid and would probably be able to feel my brain turn to mush. I don't understand how people live their lives like that. I feel dirty just listening to it. I guess some people require a lot of attention and if they don't get it then they find ways. It sounds absolutely rediculous; not to mention dangerous and dirty. I just don't get it; would someone care to explain? I'd also love to know why the male species tends to be attracted to those females. Or why males have the tendancy of leading females on. It's not fair; and yes, I'm aware life isn't fair but I wish I understood. And that is just a very small portion of the thoughts racing through my head. I'd love for things to slow down for a bit, but they never will.
Oh, and for the record only about three more months until I get to escape this hell on earth.
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