See My Eyes; Don't See What I See.

So, I went for my second injection of Avastin yesterday. & let me just say one thing. HOLY SHIT IT HURT. Way more than last time. And today it looks absolutely not nice.

Although last night when I took a look at it when I finally got home from London, it looked absolutely disgusting.

I seriously hope it looks better tomorrow, since I have to go back to work. In addition to looking like crap, I still have no vision in that eye.

I go back to the specialist in 3 weeks for more tests and to get more pictures taken. We'll also book my surgery. I'm getting rediculously nauseously nervous. Unfortunately, I'll be awake through the surgery, so that is not helping my anxiety. I just hope with everything I have that, after surgery, I will be able to see again. It's so hard knowing that only a few months ago I could see fine out of both eyes... and now there is possiblity of never seeing through my left eye ever again.